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    Sunday, August 21st, 2005
    4:47 pm
    suuuuurvey
    TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
    Name:Anne Thériault
    Birthday:August 6th, 1982
    Birthplace:Montréal, Québec
    Current Location:Halifax, Nova Scotia
    Eye Color:Hazel
    Hair Color:reddish brown with highlights
    Height:5'1
    Right Handed or Left Handed:right handed
    Your Heritage:Acadian, Irish
    The Shoes You Wore Today:none yet
    Your Weakness:shame, fear and lack of self-confidence
    Your Fears:being left alone, being forgotten
    Your Perfect Pizza:barbecue chicken
    Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:getting promoted at work, doing lots and lots of theatre
    Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:hahahahaha
    Thoughts First Waking Up:"fuck. I hate mornings" if it's early, "mmmm time for bagels" if it's not
    Your Best Physical Feature:my eyes or lips I guess
    Your Bedtime:sometime after midnight, usually
    Your Most Missed Memory:home
    Pepsi or Coke:neither
    MacDonalds or Burger King:macdonald's
    Single or Group Dates:single
    Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:neither
    Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate, s'il vous plait
    Cappuccino or Coffee:ummm... latte?
    Do you Smoke:socially
    Do you Swear:every fuckin' day
    Do you Sing:I love it
    Do you Shower Daily:yes, nearly
    Have you Been in Love:yes
    Do you want to go to College:I did two years... I'd like to go back
    Do you want to get Married:maybe someday
    Do you belive in yourself:not especially
    Do you get Motion Sickness:not really
    Do you think you are Attractive:again, not really
    Are you a Health Freak:sometimes
    Do you get along with your Parents:yeah, I do
    Do you like Thunderstorms:yep, love 'em
    Do you play an Instrument:violin, a bit of guitar
    In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:fuck yes, try "within the past 24 hours"
    In the past month have you Smoked:see above
    In the past month have you been on Drugs:hmmm... don't think so, could've been
    In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
    In the past month have you gone to a Mall:I work there :P
    In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:....no
    In the past month have you eaten Sushi:yeah... a bunch... last night... soooo good
    In the past month have you been on Stage:I think so
    In the past month have you been Dumped:nope
    In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nope
    In the past month have you Stolen Anything:nope
    Ever been Drunk:oui, definitely
    Ever been called a Tease:yes
    Ever been Beaten up:no
    Ever Shoplifted:no
    How do you want to Die:old and comfortably warm, with all my family around me
    What do you want to be when you Grow Up:an adult
    What country would you most like to Visit:France, I think... maybe Italy or Greece
    In a Boy/Girl..
    Favourite Eye Color:Blue
    Favourite Hair Color:brown
    Short or Long Hair:short
    Height:6' or taller
    Weight:skinny
    Best Clothing Style:I dunno... normal? not preppy, maybe a bit punky
    Number of Drugs I have taken:types of drugs? just two, I think
    Number of CDs I own:I dunno, a bunch
    Number of Piercings:my ears... want my nose done, though, pls.
    Number of Tattoos:none... yet
    Number of things in my Past I Regret:I dunno, a lot?

    CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
    Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
    12:08 am
    I think I have a spider bite on my neck.
    How gross is that?
    Anyway, I assume it's a spider bite. I don't know what else it could be.
    UNLESS IT'S FROM A VAMPIRE.

    All the websites I read about spider bites were scary, so I had to stop. They were making me have phantom symptoms.

    No one tell my roommate, please, she's terrified of spiders.

    In other news, my neck hurts.

    Okay, I lied, that wasn't other news. That was the same story.

    Shit.

    The spider bite has made me retarded.
    Sunday, July 18th, 2004
    11:33 pm
    I like my street.
    I'm really surprised how much I've grown to appreciate it.

    My favourite time to see my street is at night, under the streetlights. They're soft here, with a blurry halo around them.
    I walked to the store tonight to buy a snack. A man out on his front porch says
    "Hello, dear, how are you?"
    Fine, I say.
    He grins and drinks his beer.
    "It's quittin' time, eh?"
    I nod in agreement, and as I walk away I can hear him start to whistle a low, aimless tune out into the dark.
    The man at the corner store knows me now.
    "Hello, sweetie, how are you?" he asks in his accented English.
    I'm all right, I say as I pay for my food.
    He notices that I have a collection of pins on my bag. He says that he'll start saving some for me, whenever he finds them.
    A few weeks ago he asked how many boyfriends I had, and I said none. He smiled and said what, a pretty girl like you, and no boyfriends? Then his face turned serious and he said, I know, it's like that sometimes, but you'll find someone soon.
    And for a minute I believed him.
    Walking home, I looked into people's windows as cats flicked around me, crossing streets and exchanging greetings.
    I saw a reproduction of a medieval painting hanging above a fireplace. I saw people playing cards, watering plants and watching tv. I heard voices floating out over the streets, some speaking English, some in other languages.
    The shoes are still hanging from the telephone wire on the corner at Falkland street. I try to salute them whenever I walk by.
    Who says that this is a bad street, a bad neighbourhood?
    I love my street.
    1:07 am
    I'm unhappy and I'm tired.
    And it's not going to get any better, is it?


    I want to be brave.
    Friday, July 16th, 2004
    11:29 pm
    Make your exit graceful.
    Leave them wanting more.
    Never let them know what you were feeling.
    Let it come as a shock, not as a relief.

    Oh Jesus.
    Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
    9:27 pm
    Dodging crises left and right.
    2:06 pm
    Oh God.
    Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
    8:07 pm
    This little fox is eyeing the snow and thinking how nice a rest might be.
    3:12 pm
    You don't know the half of it.
    None of you do.
    So stop looking at me like that.
    Like you know my mind.
    Monday, July 12th, 2004
    1:12 pm
    I shouldn't be here for your convenience
    (But I think that maybe I am)
    Don't you give a fuck?
    No, I didn't think so.
    But you'll keep taking advantage,
    Won't you? Yeah.
    12:55 am
    Have I mentioned of late how much I hate 12-hour shifts? Especially when they run overtime and I don't get payed for it, and I only get two breaks instead of three and the person I'm sitting for is a 74-year-old man who keeps flashing me?
    Yeah, thanks.
    Fun times in the Maritimes.
    Thursday, July 8th, 2004
    11:11 pm

    rubytwitch Highway
    Loony-Bin Lane7
    County Jail17
    Bewilderment Avenue60
    Study Hall112
    Valley of Depression219
    Please Drive Carefully
    Username:

    Where are you on the highway of life?

    From Go-Quiz.com



    That sounds about right
    10:47 pm
    I just wrote a great entry and now it's erased. I hate this.
    10:40 pm
    Little pieces of me keep dying.
    I'm not sure where they go, but I keep thinking of that part in Romeo and Juliet:
    "Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,
    Take him and cut him out in little stars,
    And he will make the face of heaven so fine
    That all the world will be in love with night
    And pay no worship to the garish sun."

    I picture little pieces of me plastered all over the sky.

    But that would never make the face of heaven fine.

    It's funny how you end up where you are. I never thought that I'd be in this place. It's so strange to think of where I live, and whom I'm living with, and the people that I know. How do I even manage to have the friends that I do? Dumb luck, I guess.

    Melancholia passes by for a visit and settles in for a long stay. She finds it so comfortable here that nothing I say persuades her to leave. Or maybe I'm too accomadating of a host.
    She has far out-stayed her welcome.
    Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
    10:37 pm
    The Diamond Sea
    Time takes its crazy toll
    And how does your mirror grow
    You better watch yourself when you jump into it
    'Cause the mirror's gonna steal your soul

    I wonder how it came to be my friend
    That someone just like you has come again
    You'll never, never know how close you came
    Until you fall in love with the diamond rain

    Throw all his trash away
    Look out he's here to stay
    Your mirror's gonna crack when he breaks into it
    And you'll never never be the same

    Look into his eyes and you can see
    Why all the little kids are dressed in dreams
    I wonder how he's gonna make it back
    When he sees that you just know it's make-belief

    Blood crystalized as sand
    And now I hope you'll understand
    You reflected into his looking glass soul
    And now the mirror is your only friend

    Look into his eyes and you will see
    That men are not alone on the diamond sea
    Sail into the heart of the lonely storm
    And tell her that you'll love her eternally

    Time takes its crazy toll
    Mirror fallin' off the wall
    You better look out for the looking glass girl
    'Cause she's gonna take you for a fall

    Look into his eyes and you shall see
    Why everything is quiet and nothing's free
    I wonder how he's gonna make her smile
    When love is running wild on the diamond sea




    If I'm Ruby, does that make me the Looking Glass Girl?
    Thursday, July 1st, 2004
    8:49 pm
    Just Like Anyone
    by Aimee Mann

    So maybe I wasn't that good a friend
    but you were one of us
    and I will wonder just like anyone
    if there was something else I could've done

    So maybe it's true that
    your cry for help was oh, so very faint
    but still I heard
    and knew something was wrong
    just nothing you could put your finger on
    and I will wonder just like anyone
    just like anyone
    Saturday, June 26th, 2004
    9:01 pm
    You know,
    I'd wait somehow
    If I thought this was something
    That a little time could mend
    12:36 pm
    Cigarette pact.
    Cigarettes don't lie.
    Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
    12:11 pm
    No sense in trying anymore.
    Monday, June 21st, 2004
    12:16 am
    I wish the telephone had not been invented
    Because I keep picking it up to say
    Stupid things to you

    The rain has stopped for now
    But I know it's not ended

    No sense in trying
    I cannot be protected
    No sense in worrying
    I can't be protected

    Wonderful and sad
    How can you be so?

    I wish that happiness could just be pretended
    The closest thing to that is
    A bottle of whiskey dear

    I'd write a letter home
    But I don't know where to send it.

    Wonderful and sad
    How can you be so?



    This really sums a lot of things up.
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